Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hi i am from India i converted to Christianity in 2021 the love for jesus attracted me to him but i thought i did blasphemy against the holy spirit and i am in anxiety till now i am eating psychiatrist medicines and now my and my family is in a very bad situation my dad is fighting for life on death bed and i am not mentally okay and i have incurable disease also and anxiety ocd.we don't have money for operation.and in anxiety i was afraid i am doomed to hell in anxiety and anger i cursed blasphemed God and did many things against him without knowing that he called me he saved me from hell if holy spirit would have not drowned me i would have been in hell for eternity but now i feel sorry i repented but God is now totally silent he is not answering my any prayers even for peace of mind or protection when i came to christ i was feeling joy of the holy spirit that thing disappeared I can't feel God's presence i am doomed or God is angry I can't understand please pray for me and my family i am really sorry for my sins i want God back in my life there was a time that time he was answering all my prayers but i listened lie of the devil and i am lost.