Lurua
Disciple of Prayer
Hi, hello and blessings indeed to this prayer network. This is Jacqueline Smith, I am a Jamaican. On account of the type of spiritual warfare I am up against, it is of the utmost importance indeed that I very promptly develop a sound, solid spiritual life where I engage daily in prayers earnestly & consistently, & also engage much much in daily reading & studying of the scriptures to better enable me overcoming the battles I am faced with on a daily basis. The gravity of my plight however, is magnified exponentially, in that I suffer severe hardships. I do not have a source of income currently, and face grievous challenges in allaying this issue. Literally speaking there happens to be forces of darkness in operation in my locality that dictates who is employable & under what circumstances they become employable. Regardless of what's dictated by the enemy, I simply have no choice but to stand upon a certain premise and hold firm to a personal pledge that for God I live, for God I die, and therefore unable to bow to the pressure from the agents of darkness and become a turncoat, literally speaking, selling my soul to the devil in the process. I enlisted the aid of a government entity that gives a little assistance to those in dire needs, the homeless and so on, but found out shortly thereafter that in order to continue receiving assistance from this entity, though government-run, I would need to get involved in a form of a ritualistic movement of sort (basically involving sexually immorality and such the like, this resulting in some form of financial benefits of some kind). I would get 2 cooked meals daily (for the most part I'd take only one to facilitate my fasting and prayer exercises). When I made it known that on the basis of my faith, my decision to stand up for the principles of dignity & integrity, the assistance begun to be withdrawn slowly. I now am no longer receiving the daily meals, & so the subsequent hunger (not to mention the lack of other needed necessities/personal effects) I now have to undergo/I now have to be battling with has become a grievous obstacle to my daily prayerlife & efforts to study the bible. I hereby crave your sincere prayers indeed. After all is said & done, I don't desire to lose my way, lose my soul and end up going to a devil's hell for all eternity. It is imperative that I pray consistently, earnestly & engage in the reading of God's word in similar fashion, but the present state of affairs has made this quite a challenge indeed, which I am finding to be sorely Sorely grievous. I crave your prayers please, Please. Thanks so very very much. All grace be multiplied and abound to you all, in the name of the Lord Jesus