Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hi guys, I again have a similar prayer request regarding grad school. I have a recruiting event next Monday and I have to fly over to Texas on Sunday morning. I have been having fear regarding whether this is God's will for me or not and it's been driving me insane. I ask prayer that I do trust God and I hope he's good. I also pray for the girl I might work with in the lab. To provide context, I worked with her last summer in the same lab in texas and she was very kind to me. And I have developed feelings for her. I am not sure if it is in God's will for me to date her or marry her, but I really do hope it's not the reason God wouldn't allow me to go there. I really do want to go and study grasshoppers and honestly it's more so for the prestige because of the global impact grasshopper specimens. I pray for God's favor through the professors of that lab, and that I would have peace if it's not God's will for me to date this person. At that point I hope I am a good brother too her. But as long as I get to work in that lab and do the thing I might like doing. This was a tough prayer and I am ashamed to have said what I said but I ask for grace at this time. I am broken