Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hi everyone it's Jeff Haller from springfield ohio. It's been awhile since I gave anyone updates. Unfortunately I'm still in the same problem like was before. Still No Job, no car, no girlfriend and still struggling Financially. Plus the other biggest problem I have is family drama. In personal life all me and my biological mother do is argue over ridiculous things, yes there are times she wants to be sweet but there's times we argue over ridiculous things. Where the extra family drama hurts the most I have a biological father of mine who is preventing me from seeing my niece Delaney and my brother Matt is preventing me from seeing my 2 nephews Paxton and Emerson. I am admitting once again I am Heartbroken and my soul is broken. I've literally sat in a empty room crying while having an anxiety attacked and crying out to the Lord begging why has he forsaken me why oh why am I still living this maddness. I have seen signs who 8 though were from god and there were times God himself has told me not to fear. I have tried everything in my own power not lash out on God because I know this isn't his fault and know this isn't the son of man Jesus fault. I'm still soul searching when is it my turn next to move forward in life or is god holding in a various spot in my personal life for a specific for godly reasons. The main prayers I'm gonna ask for everybody to pray on me for is for God help me work through my anxiety. The screaming yelling in my family and old friends of mine has become very toxic and have god lead me to a future I have to make my own choice to listen to him. I know God is trying everything in his power to help me but I also have to make better decisions towards God himself. I have a lots of demons attacking me while I'm down and sad. So I'm asking for everyone's prayers for me and anybody else who's going through this crazy anxiety problem just like me.