Lywnoch
Prayer Partner
Hi everyone. I'm a girl from India. I loved a man and still but my marriage was arranged with other man by parents. I cannot stop it from my end cos only 40 days left for my marriage. I still talk with my bf but not like earlier. I still have feelings for him. I haven't felt any love towards Fiancee. I agreed under my mom's suicide attempt and emotional dramas. Now I don't know what to do. In India marriage plays big role. I can't do anything to stop and they won't consider me. I'm trying to move away from my bf but it's also not possible for me still. Now I am not praying for anything. I lost faith. I loved bf more than Jesus. If I leave Fiancee now it will also be big issue. Please help me by your prayers. If I stopped talking with bf to be loyal to Fiancee. I'll be worried much and we cannot be together forever with bf. Fiancee family believes me more and talking with me with every rights. Remind this is India. I'm south Indian. More conservative. Don't what to feel and tell. I can't hurt both. I love bf but committed to Fiancee. Pls help me by prayers cos i don't feel to pray for myself also.