NoahLovesFriedChicken

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Hi everyone i am on just asking for a miracle in my life things just arent looking good for me at all im honestly starting to lose hope i have been trying i pray and have people praying for me im realy hanging on a thread on my beliefs and it is scary im so numb. I am struggling hard with grief and unforgiveness in my heart trying to let things go but some people did things to me really dirty mainly in my family partially destroying my parents marriage my moms health etc i rather not go deep in specifics unless someone wants to pm me but i just am trying to forgive as Jesus did but it is very very hard especially when it keeps happening.. My moms not doing well recently i still live with her and want to move with her if she does the right thing and changes and take her medicine right and not drink but recently she doesnt see it. If i move by myself i pray i have the money and wisdom by than because i am just getting very bitter sad and angry here and i dont have the fight anymore. I just want a fixed heart its broken these past few years of my life have changed me so much some for the better but not many i feel so lost :( I dont have many places to turn no family i have like one friend in real life i go see but thats about it and God but he feels awfully distant or maybe its me i just want to have peace and live my life again and smile i feel as soon as i leave this house and see friends i can live again but as soon as i come back i just want to cry. I wouldnt mind if anyone wants to pm or has any wisdom and of course prayers are appreciated i have many unspokens God knows where my heart is and what it longs for
 
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