Pacaelfe
Disciple of Prayer
Hi all of you! My name is ###. I live in ### and I want a prayer for my life! My life is like a disaster as it were! I have five problems! (Also, I'm a schizophrenic man! I have been in hospital I think 9 times! Schizophrenia diagnosed in ###, now it's ###, I have been in hospital 9 times I think from ### till now, that's 1.5 times per year! 7 times because I had delusions like I'm the antichrist, and delusions like I'm a demi-god because I can stay up at night for 4 days, and etc etc! Last time I was in hospital is in ###, I think but not sure! I take my medicine all morning and night! That's the first problem and I never want to go to the hospital again not because it's too bad, but I'm used to it! (I'm a VIP member haha!) The second problem is that my weight is ### kilograms! I was ### kg in ###, I think and I lost ### kilograms till ### summer, I think but not sure! and I was ### kg but because of my weight and lack of self-confidence never had, and I'm ### years old! I really want a partner, please pray for that! The fourth problem is anxiety! I always wanted to go to the gym to lose weight but I feared this world, from humans, from bad things to happen. I have a job ### hours/per day! I travel to work with my mom because she is working in the same place! But in ### she had to go to the hospital for ### days! And when she went to the hospital I didn't go to work for ### days because I feared bad things to happen on the train or in the city where I work. I'm still working with my mom in the same place! The fifth problem is a skin disease between my legs, or carbonculus or furunculus or I don't know what, it's a skin disease! I think it's because I'm fat and my thighs touch between my legs and that's what causes it, the doctor gave me medicine but it doesn't really work! Please pray for these things! Schizophrenia, weight/eating problems/willpower, anxiety, want a partner, and skin disease, motivation, fear, self-confidence. I want to be brave/fearless. Thank you if you read it and prayed for me 
