Hakia
Disciple of Prayer
Hey guys, it’s not like a prayer but if you can pray for me to see the light at the end of the tunnel it would be great. So basically, I met this guy last year at my university. I thought he was interested in me because most of the time we hugged, he gave me kisses on my forehead, and showed me a little attention, so I was overjoyed and I chased away men that came to me at that period. So this year in January, my friend told me to ask questions to this boy to know him better, and I was surprised when he told me he had done 6 years of relationship in the past and the girl was still in his head (note that he said she was his number 1). After that, he said he didn’t want to get into a relationship quickly with me because he had faith she would come back because she went to study somewhere else. After that, I lost the feelings I had for him. But he was still acting like he was in love with me. But recently, he showed a picture of a girl telling me he liked the girl (like a crush), it was surprising and painful, so I took my distances from him, and he tried to get me back as the normal girl he knew. But failed and became silent too, like me. And note that I asked for signs to the Lord in my dreams numerous times. I asked him one time if him and I were going to date, I want the color white or his face in my dream, and if not, the color red should come (note that I never dreamt of him at that time), and the guy was in my dream wearing a white shirt and he told me he loved me. I was confused at that dream. But yesterday, I asked for another sign to the Lord if taking my distances is the right choice, I should get the color blue, but if it was the wrong way and I should be back to my normal self with the color white or his face should come in my dream, and again he was in my dream, we were dancing and kissing each other (note that it’s the third time, but every time I dreamt about him, it was when I was asking signs to the Lord. So I’m trying to understand those signs if anyone could help me, it would be great. And I like him very much, but every time we are together, he acts like a little player and tries to make me jealous. The story is much longer than that, but I made it short. If you could help me with prayer so the Lord can direct me the right way because I felt like I was brought to his life to help him change, he used to smoke a lot of those electronic cigarettes, but I managed to make him reduce it, he used to not come to class, and I motivated him to come. I want to take my distances with him, but it looks like the Lord doesn’t want it because the guy isn’t emotionally stable. So please help the both of us with your prayer.
