Sharelan
Disciple of Prayer
hey , am women who have brought up by a Christian family as mother is always praising god and father agreed to her blindly and also both are innocent enough to get fooled by own blood relatives many times repeatedly and also have a brother who is weak to be fallen for sympathy people words all times and help them no matter what the current situation of his own i love god but i also cry at time what if bad things happens to me now the current status of my family is my mother is mentally ill my father retired and spended all his retired money on land which soon or later will be occupied by government my brother is in love with a girl but job less for passed 4 -5 months i my self left my corporate job and came to a ngo for peace which pays only for me now added to this my father borrowed money to build house also given lease and used all the money to build the house now our own house used by other person and also maintance has been paid by us and the debt is so high which cant to solved by us on top of it my marriage now am at my 26 running ADDED TO it my brother's marriage added to it my ngo thinks that am fooling and using their money due to the notes book vendor who has been identified by me and now he is missing for a week after getting our 46000 rs from ngo already my daddy's debt is 600000 for home and now my brother marriage will be 300000 at least and then my marriage would be 300000 minimum all on top of it my attitude and character is been in danger as i spoken to too many people also i travel a lot nowadays due to work because of that i have names titled upon me behind my back by neightbors relatives and even my own brother and father sometimes what should i do my constant worries make me feel sick sometimes due to the names which i get i feel like i should die or something even when am being true to family and not falling in love still i get bad names due to that my attitude change and i started to talk non sense to strangers or just met friends and now and then i get into trouble at times then i do house hold work less cause of my work i get tired often but that as been considered as attitude and even after earning for home spending very less for myself i have called as selfish by my dad for giving very less salary after putting all my efforts in work now due to the person who runned away with ngo money i have been blamed now they might cut my salary there also no good name no matter what i do i get only bad names
Hi everyone! Let's lift up 
Let's lift up 
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