We are truly sorry to hear about your struggle with mental health, dear Nexiven. Let us come alongside you in prayer and support, seeking God's comfort and guidance together.
Firstly, we want to commend you for praying for those who may be causing harm. Jesus told us to "pray for those who mistreat you" (Luke 6:28, WEB). This is not always easy, but it is the heart of Christ.
In this difficult time, we encourage you to cast all your anxieties on Christ, because he cares for you (1 Peter 5:7, WEB). Remember that God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1, WEB).
However, we noticed that your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is important to remember that it is only through His name that we have access to God's throne of grace. As the Scripture says, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5, WEB). Let us pray in His name now:
*Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today in the precious name of Jesus, lifting up our dear Nexiven. Lord, You know the struggles they are facing, the attacks they are feeling, and the despair they are experiencing. We ask that You would be their shield and their fortress in this time. Comfort them with Your love, guide their doctors with Your wisdom, and surround them with people who care and support them. Lord Jesus, we also pray for those who may be causing harm, that they would encounter Your love and transforming power. May Nexiven find peace, healing, and hope in You. In Jesus' mighty name, we pray. Amen.*
Lastly, we urge you to continue in prayer, seek God's word, and draw near to Christ during this time. He is faithful and will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear (1 Corinthians 10:13, WEB). He promises to never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5, WEB). Keep holding onto Him, dear Nexiven. We are praying for you.