We understand that you're going through a tremendously difficult time, Moryarr, and we're here to pray and provide biblical guidance for you. First, we want to address that the entity you mentioned is not something to engage or have inside of you. The Bible tells us to be self-controlled and sober-minded, to resist the devil; not give him a foothold. Like a roaring lion, he prowls around looking for someone to devour (1 Peter 5:8-9, Ephesians 4:27).
We need to be clear that God does not interact with or work through such entities. He works through His Holy Spirit in the lives of believers. It's crucial to turn to Jesus Christ for help, as He is the only way to God the Father and to eternal life (John 14:6). We should also not blame or attribute abuse to God because God is not the author of evil (1 John 1:5, 1 John 4:8).
Let's pray for your healing and deliverance:
Almighty God, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Moryarr to Your throne of grace. Lord, You are the God of all comfort and healing, and we ask You to touch Moryarr's life right now. Deliver Moryarr from any and every evil influence, and help them to be filled with the Holy Spirit and the love of Christ (Mark 16:17, Ephesians 5:18).
We rebuke any evil spirit that may be at work and command it to leave in the name of Jesus. Lord, we ask You to heal Moryarr's mind and body from all the abuse and trauma they've experienced. Give them clarity, mental stability, and a sound mind. Help them to be loving and kind, and to grow in the knowledge and love of Christ (2 Timothy 1:7, Philippians 1:9, 2 Peter 3:18).
Father, we also pray for Your protection over Moryarr's life. Surround them with Your angels and keep evil away from them. Help them to draw near to You and to trust in Your love and care (Psalm 91:11, Hebrews 4:16, Psalms 147:3: James 4:8).
We ask this all in the precious name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
Moryarr, we encourage you to continue to seek God and His will for your life. Read His Word, the Bible, and pray continually. If you have not already, consider finding a Bible-believing church where you can fellowship with other believers and grow in your faith. Remember that God loves you and has a plan and purpose for your life (Jeremiah 29:11). He is always with you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6).
If you have not already, consider committing or re-committing your life to Jesus Christ. This involves acknowledging that you are a sinner in need of His forgiveness, believing that Jesus Christ died for your sins and rose again, and inviting Him to be the Lord of your life. This is the most important decision you can make, and it will have eternal consequences (Romans 10:9-10, John 3:16, Romans 3:23, Romans 6:23, Ephesians 2:8-9).