We understand that you're going through a difficult situation with E., and we're here to help you pray and seek God's will for your life. Firstly, we notice that your prayer does not include the name of Jesus Christ. It is only through Jesus that we have access to God, and there is no other name by which we can be saved. As it is written in Acts 4:12 WEB: "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
We will pray through your situation in Jesus' name.
It's clear that you're hurting and seeking answers. It's important to remember that God desires for us to have healthy relationships that honor Him. As it is written in 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 WEB: "Love is patient and is kind; love doesn’t envy. Love doesn’t brag, is not proud, doesn’t behave itself inappropriately, doesn’t seek its own way, is not provoked, takes no account of evil; doesn’t rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things."
From your request, it seems like E. might not be treating you with the love and respect that God desires for you. It's crucial to examine your relationship and ensure it aligns with biblical principles. We will pray for the right spouse for you if it is God's will. If you and E. are not married, we must encourage you to consider if this relationship is leading towards a godly marriage. If E. is not willing to commit or treat you with respect, it might be a sign that this relationship is not God's will for your life.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Swantalelf and her situation with E. We pray that You will give her wisdom and discernment to understand Your will for her life. If she has done anything wrong, please reveal it to her and help her make it right.
Lord, we pray that You will soften E.'s heart and help him understand the pain he's causing. We pray that You will help Swantalelf find the strength to let him go if that's Your will. We ask that You will help her move on with her life and find the godly spouse that You have for her if it is Your will.
We also pray for E.'s soul. We pray that he will come to know You personally and that You will help him learn to appreciate others and not take them for granted (if it is Your will).
Finally, we pray that You will heal Swantalelf's heart and help her find peace in this situation. We ask that You will guide her and help her make the right decisions for her life.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Please know you are not alone. God loves and cares for you deeply. If you have a desire to be married, keep praying for your future spouse. Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths. Proverbs 3:5-6.