Swantalelf
Prayer Warrior
I reached out to my husband. I hope he does not ignore me. I am trying to do the right thing. I am a work in progress. I do not know what to do. Please let me know he is okay. I forgive him. I want him to forgive me. I am not trying to win him back. I just want him to stop playing childish games like ignoring me. This is why he is in his current situation. I guess no response is an attempt and can be documented. I hope he is alive and well. I hope if he is homeless, he will come back home until he can find a place to stay. I do not know if I should say that. He probably thinks I want him to do something. I need to make a permanent decision. Please God. I do not like feeling this way. I do not like I cannot do anything about this, yet he would rather blame me. I just cannot afford to lose anything else. I am afraid of what damage he could do to me and my things. Please let him contact me. I just need peace of mind. I guess I must learn patience.