Swantalelf
Prayer Warrior
It is so cold outside. I do not know where my husband is. He is hurt, but he refuses to talk. His problems are too much for me, and he refuses to stop. He made the decision to leave. I know he is going through a hard time. I can only go by what he says, but he lies. He could be great, and I am worried about nothing. I pray. I beg to find away to pay for m children’s classes. I forgive him. I hope he and everyone else I have hurt will forgive me, too. It was never my intentions to hurt anyone. It makes me sad and distraught. I stayed for the kids to have a father, and he was a terrible example. I rebuke his troubles and curses from him. I pray they develop a relationship with You. I pray my son takes his classes and gets into the program he desires. Please let him be on the fastrack of becoming a doctor or PA. I hope my daughter and son in law are very successful. I hope my daughter opens her own business. I hope my kids will understand or have empathy towards me when they have their own kids. I did my very best. I had no idea my husband was so selfish. He brought all his pain and suffering on himself. I pray he lets me in. I pray he finally sees what I was trying to do. He procrastinates. I refuse to be the bad guy. Why is he so evil? Why does he lie? Forgive him. He needs a miracle. I pray he stops making things worse. I pray I do not have to lose anyone younger than me. I pray for my friends and family. Please let my doctors and therapist find out what is wrong with me. I am not trying to hurt people. I am so hurt, lonely, and confused. Please spare my children from this type of anguish and pain. I hope my husband feels and realizes all the pain and suffering he caused us. I hope he changes his life before it is too late. Protect him. I pray he reaches out to his therapist. Amen.