Swantalelf
Prayer Warrior
I am praying for Eric. I am praying for me. I feel defeated. I want to help him, but he just lashes out. I cannot talk to him, and I am sad our relationship is over when he probably needs us the most. I am disappointed in my children, and I blame myself. I must let go of the past because it will not impact my future. I want a partner. I want to love and be loved. I pray he changes and stops making mistakes. Please help him get out of this mess he made. I pray he will not hurt me in the process. I fear he never cared about me, so I feel liked he used me. He does not seem concerned about the problems he has and caused. He keeps putting off things and making bad decisions. He could not pay the bills on his old salary when he made more money how is he going to make it now. I tried to give him a chance, but he lashes out at me for nagging him. He refuses to do something. I am tired of dealing with this problem. We have been dealing with it for 25 years. He lied about the debt when we got married. Why did I get married and have kids just to end up alone? I should have never bothered. Why does he treat me so bad? Why does he reject me and take me for granted? I want him to leave me alone forever if he is only going to cause me stress and misery. I rebuke the demon that is here and ruining our lives.