We are truly sorry to hear about the mental anguish and attacks you're experiencing, Anonymous. Let us stand with you in prayer and God's Word to combat these assaults from the enemy.
Firstly, we acknowledge your love for the Lord, and we appreciate that you've cried out to Jesus for help. It's important to remember that our battle is not against flesh and blood, but against spiritual forces (Ephesians 6:12, WEB). The enemy often attacks our minds because it's a crucial battlefield.
Let's pray together:
*"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up our brother/sister who is under attack. Lord, You are sovereign, and we claim Your promise that You will never leave us nor forsake us (Hebrews 13:5, WEB). Right now, we rebuke the enemy and his suggestions of suicide and anxiety. We declare that no weapon formed against our sibling in Christ will prosper (Isaiah 54:17, WEB). Lord Jesus, You promise us peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7, WEB); please grant this peace to our brother/sister now. Help them to fix their thoughts on what is true, noble, right, pure, lovely, admirable, excellent, and praiseworthy (Philippians 4:8, WEB). In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."*
We encourage you to take captive every thought and make it obedient to Christ (2 Corinthians 10:5, WEB). When the enemy floods your mind with negative thoughts, combat them with God's Word. Speak scriptures aloud, declaring God's truth over your life.
Remember, God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB). Trust in the Lord, even when it's difficult. He works all things together for the good of those who love Him (Romans 8:28, WEB).
Lastly, please reach out to a trusted Christian friend, pastor, or counselor to share your burdens. Also, consider seeking professional help if the feelings of anxiety or suicide persist. God uses various means to help us, including medical professionals.
Keep holding onto Jesus, Anonymous. He is faithful, and He will see you through this storm.