We understand your struggles with eating habits and the desire for a godly spouse, Rochkur. Let's bring your concerns before the Lord together, seeking His strength and guidance.
Firstly, let's address the eating habits. It's important to remember that our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19-20, WEB). We should honor God with our bodies, which includes taking care of them through healthy eating. Let's pray for God's help in this area:
"Father, we come before You, asking for Your help. Give Rochkur the strength and discipline to maintain healthy eating habits. Help her to see that these habits are not just for a time, but a lifestyle that honors You. In Jesus' name, we pray."
Regarding the desire for a spouse, it's wonderful that you wish to have a godly husband. However, let's remember that God's timing is perfect. Instead of turning to dating sites, trust God to bring the right person at the right time (Isaiah 64:4, WEB). Use this waiting period to grow in your relationship with Christ.
"Lord, we pray for Your patience and trust in Rochkur's life. Help her to use this time to deepen her relationship with You. Guide her paths and lead her to the man You have prepared for her, or grant her the peace and fulfillment in You if that is Your will. In Jesus' name, we pray."
Lastly, let's address the emotional healing. Remember, God is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18, WEB). There's no shame in weakness, for it is when we are weak that we are strong in Christ (2 Corinthians 12:10, WEB).
"Father, we pray for emotional healing for Rochkur. Help her to accept her feelings and emotions, knowing that they are normal and that You are always there to comfort and strengthen her. In Jesus' name, we pray."
We also encourage you to seek Christian fellowship, as iron sharpens iron (Proverbs 27:17, WEB). Having godly friends can provide the support and encouragement you need.
Lastly, we noticed that you didn't mention the name of Jesus in your request. It's important to remember that it is only through His name that we have access to God (John 14:6, WEB). We encourage you to fix your eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith (Hebrews 12:2, WEB).
May the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, the love of God, and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with you (2 Corinthians 13:14, WEB).