Srondiness
Disciple of Prayer
Dear lord. I have lost something Very important of mine. I lost one of my retainers. A couple of days ago they said they saw it in a hallway at school and they really gave me hope. I searched all throughout that hallway yesterday and it was nowhere to be found. I talked to all of building services, called the main office and they all said there was no sign of it. I try to be hopeful but how can I keep hope after being rejected like this? I canโt tell my parents. They already think I lack responsibility especially when it comes to my retainer and Iโm not in a necessarily good spot with them right now. Iโm struggling in school and just as I start to do better, get assignments turned in and get a bit happier this has to happen to me. I mean literally when things turn around one of the worst possible things happen to Me. I need faith and hope I need to find this, because I canโt even imagine telling my parents this, me thinking of their reaction and the consequences that might come with it makes me want to throw up. This was terrible of me and I need to fix it. Next week is also homecoming week which is a HUGE week in highschool. The dance is next Saturday and itโs my freshman year and Iโve been looking forward to this since forever. But now everythingโs ruined. Iโm carrying this guilt and depression around with and keeping something from my parents. This is the literally worst and I just really need your help lord. Get me out of this terrible spot in my Life. Iโve never needed help like this. Please help Me Iโm begging lord please. Amen.