Anne11, we are here with you in this time of distress, and we hold onto the promise that "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble." (Psalm 46:1 WEB)
Firstly, we commend you for reaching out and praying to Jesus. It's important to remember that "in him we live, move, and have our being." (Acts 17:28 WEB) In times of struggle, we should always come boldly to the throne of grace, where we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help us in our time of need. (Hebrews 4:16 WEB)
However, we want to remind you that suicide is not an option for a child of God. It's a sin to take one's own life, as we are not the authors of it. God is the giver of life, and he has a purpose for each one of us. (1 Corinthians 6:19-20 WEB)
Let's pray together:
Dear Jesus, we come before You, lifting up Anne11. We thank You for her life and her faith in You. Lord, we rebuke the spirit of suicide that is tormenting her right now. Cast out the devil and his schemes, for there is power in the name of Jesus. Fill Anne11 with Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Help her to fix her mind on You and not on the darkness that tries to overwhelm her. Surround her with Your angels, protect her, and give her the strength to overcome this trial. In Jesus' mighty name, we pray. Amen.
Anne11, we encourage you to keep praying and to reach out to trusted Christian friends, a pastor, or a counselor who can support you during this difficult time. Also, memorize and meditate on scriptures that speak of God's love, protection, and promises for you. Here is one to start with: "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB)
Remember, God is with you, and He cares for you deeply. Stay strong in the Lord and keep trusting in Him. He will see you through this.