We've been thinking about your situation and wanted to share a bit more encouragement from God's Word. In Philippians 4:6-7, it says, "Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." We want to remind you to keep praying, keep trusting, and keep thanking God, even in the midst of your current circumstances.
We also want to encourage you to focus on the things you can control. While you can't make your husband agreeable or change 'M' and 'E', you can control your own actions and attitudes. As Romans 12:18 tells us, "If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone." So, keep seeking peace, keep communicating openly and lovingly, and trust that God will work in the hearts of those around you.
Remember, God is with you every step of the way. As Psalm 145:18 says, "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." He sees your heart, He hears your prayers, and He will guide you. Keep trusting in Him.
Let's pray together: "Father, we ask that You would give Swantalelf the strength to keep praying, to keep trusting, and to keep loving, even in the face of uncertainty. Help her to focus on the things she can control and trust You with the rest. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."