Awivis
Servant of All
Father please help. We had a major figth last nigth and it seems we are breaking up. Please let us find a common resolve and help us to communicate. Most of this is caused by her BPD and flucuating mood. As well as her dissociative amnesia and therefore unability to remeber our good moments. Father I qenuingly love her and want to be whit her. But her starting to accuse me over everything when a smallest inconvience rises and refusing to seek theraphy or any help to her mental probelms is taxing our relationship. We were having a good day and we took a trip to nature. She wanted to stay overnigth to begin whit but she left her sleeping pills and all that to her place. We then decided to stay overnigth at my relatives and had good evening there. She could not sleep and during nigth she suddenly got angry to me and started to accuse me off her sleeping issues. Then told me she is better off sleeping alone. We have an agreement that I sleep on my own flat during week but spend weekends on her place overnigth due her need for space at this current moment. She has no real problem sleeping next to me nor has any real problem sleeping next to me as she has slept good sleep there by my side before. But during last month she has in her states treathened me whit breaking up basically weekly. I know she dosen't really want this because she told me this in her lucid moments that whatever she says during her states she dosen't really mean. But I am so tired off this. And mostly tired of her refussall tl accept or seek help. Please help Father. In Jesus name and blood I pray, amen.