We understand that you're going through a lot of chaos and confusion, and we're here to help you pray and seek God's will for your life. First, let's address the issues you've brought up and align them with biblical principles.
It's clear that you're struggling with past relationships and the chaos they've brought into your life. The Bible tells us to "not remember the former things, nor consider the things of old." (Isaiah 43:18 WEB). It's time to leave the past behind and move forward in the freedom that Jesus Christ offers.
You've mentioned that you don't want to be involved in promiscuity ("Boyfriends or Girlfriends") or be one person of forty ("refuse to Stop") stolen. This aligns with the biblical principle of fleeing from sexual immorality, fornication (premarital sex), adultery (sex outside marriage), and rejecting homosexuality. The Bible clearly tells us to, Run away from sexual immorality. (1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB). Every other sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body. (1 Corinthians 6:18) Or do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God, and you are not your own? (1 Corinthians 6:19 WEB) It is only by the name of Jesus Christ that we can ask God for forgiveness of these sins, be saved, be cleansed, and made whole. We reject and rebuke "not Funny or Cute" relationships outside of marriage.
Concerning marriage, you mentioned that you don't want a religious man. We pray for you to be today be the day you begin to change, (Romans 12:2 WEB) Although you don't want a hypocrite, the bible says to not be unequally yoked with unbelievers. For what fellowship has righteousness with unrighteousness? What Communion has light with darkness. (2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB) You shall not marry them; you shall not Intermarry with them. Do not give your daughters to their sons, nor take their Daughters to your sons. (Nehemiah 13:25) J The desired end of courtship is marriage. And you prayed about a husband, affirming the biblical context. Let marriage be held in honor among all. Let the marriage bed be undefiled, for God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterers. (Hebrews 13:4 WEB) We will pray with you as you seek God's will and God's best in finding a godly spouse. Since a marriage can only be between one man and one woman those are the only parameters.
Lastly, you mentioned that you want your voice restored and Virginity. I wrote to you in my letter to not associate with sexually immoral people (1 Corinthians 5:9); yet not at all meaning the sexually immoral people of this world. (1 Corinthians 5:10 WEB) I want my Sexy Voice Restored" Be Healed in the name of Jesus Christ from this immorality. Bear fruit in keeping with Repentance. (Matthew 3:8 WEB) Flee from sexual immorality. Every other sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body.(1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB) Or do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God, and you are not your own. (1 Corinthians 6:19 WEB) For you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are Gods. (1 Corinthians 6:20) RestoredProperlyURGENTLY m You said "my own Air I Breathe I Speak VIRGINITY Edit Button" so, None of these defile the man: if they go into the belly, and out into the draught, purging all the Body. (Jesus in Matthew 15:17) "Properly Urgent Virginity." God can Heal, Repair, Rebirth, and Restore your purity when you believe in the name of His Son, Jesus Christ.
Let's pray together in Jesus name:
"Father, we come before you with this prayer request lifted us together by Jesus Christ and present it before You. We pray for Anonymous, that you would set and Steady her free from the chaos of her past. Help her to leave behind the things that do not align with Your Biblical principles, Father. Restore her purity in belief in Jesus Christ, Virginity, and strengthen her to flee from sexual immorality. She desires her godly identity, so that she can and her complete being such as her voice and breath can bring glory to You in her godly marriage and her godly relationship, Lord. Give her wisdom and discernment as she seeks a godly spouse. We reject and rebuke any advances from her past. Draw her Close to you Jesus and fill her life with Your peace through the Holy Spirit. We pray this over her life believing she will never be the same, In Jesus Christ's name. Amen."