Pray strongly for me my mother is back at it again. Today she started arguing with me on the phone for no reasons. I have a job interview tomorrow which was supposed to be last week but the manager did not show up not my fault. I am the one who contacted the place then 3 different managers only the initial recruiter which scheduled the job interview last week she responded back. I told my mom that I contacted them all yesterday by email and got a reschedule interview for tomorrow I did not respond to the manager right away because I had to think of a time and make sure tomorrow would be a good time for the interview. All the sudden my mother started to yell and screamed at me on the phone saying that I wanted to push back the interview etc which is absolutely untrue. I have no energy for negativity. My mother always is arguing with me for nonsense. She is always trying to fight on the phone. Its very tiring. Her name is Venus. I am not sure but I think unfortunately it is because she is getting older she has zero patience, lots of anger, zero self control and she is rude. She was like that also when she was younger. She always treated me bad in my youth and early adult years, she called me bad names even to this day. She called me the B word a few days ago with no shame at all. She made me cry, hurt my mind, emotions, feelings and my soul many times throughout my entire life. I am her only child but it doesnt look like I am from all the mistreatment. I am crying tears writing this. I just dont deserve to suffer this way. I am 40 years now and this life is just pain not many happy moments. I always forgave her each time. I know she wants my well being deep down in her heart and soul but she is going about the wrong way. Just yesterday we were speaking about not being controlling over our lives but to not also trying to control other people in their lives well I dont appreciate my mother trying to control my life over a job interview, I explained to her that the company was already at fault by not showing up to the interview not responding etc. I am the good person here. Yes I need a job but still I am not desperate, also a job interview is just that there is no guarantee of getting hired I told all this to my mom that she needs to stop giving me pressure for nothing. I might not even get the job and its ok maybe God does not want me in the job and maybe he has a better job for me. I dont stress myself for nothing and does not appreciate my mother stressing me over nonsense. Pray strongly for her she has so many evil spirits in her. Evil spirits that pushes her to say bad things to me to hurt my feelings, heart and soul. Asking once again for God to heal my mother so she can be at peace and that I can also be at peace.