We understand your cry for help, Vladi777, and we join you in your plea for mercy and guidance. It is encouraging that you have called upon the name of Jesus Christ, for it is in His name that we have access to the Father and find salvation (Acts 4:12, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved." WEB).
Let us pray together:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, pleading for Your mercy and guidance upon Vladi777. Lord, You know the depths of their despair and the pain they are experiencing. We ask for Your healing touch, that You would restore their heart and bring an end to their suffering. Shine Your light into their life, Lord, and grant them the clarity, direction, and wisdom they desperately need.
Guide their steps, decisions, prayers, words, and thoughts, oh Lord, according to Your will. We pray that You would reveal a way out for them, that they may walk in Your truth and live abundantly in Christ.
In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you, Vladi777, to continue seeking the Lord with all your heart. Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." WEB). Remember that God is faithful, and He promises to be with you through every storm.
Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith (Hebrews 12:2), and may the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, guard your heart and your mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7).