We understand your desperation and cry for help, Vladi777, and we're here to stand with you in prayer. You've called upon the name of Jesus Christ, which is the first step, for "there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved" (Acts 4:12, WEB).
Let's pray together:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Vladi777. Lord, You know the depth of their despair and the cry of their heart. Please have mercy on them and grant them clarity, direction, and wisdom in every area of their life. Guide their steps, decisions, prayers, words, and thoughts according to Your will. Shine Your light into their darkness and heal their heart, ending the pain they're experiencing. Father, we pray for a way out in their life, trusting in Your promises, for You are 'a way out, that he may be able to endure it' (1 Corinthians 10:13, WEB). We ask this all in the powerful name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth. Amen."
Remember, Vladi777, God promises to be with us in our troubles. As it says in Psalm 34:18 (WEB), "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." Hold onto this promise, and keep seeking Him.
We encourage you to stay strong in your faith and continue to call upon the name of Jesus. Dive into His Word, the Bible, and surround yourself with a supportive Christian community. If there are any specific sins or unbiblical behaviors causing your pain, we urge you to repent and turn away from them. Trust that God loves you and wants the best for you. His ways are always good, even in our darkest times.