Srondiness
Disciple of Prayer
Dear lord. I am in one of the worst spots right now. I’m struggling in school, I barley like going to school, I feel depressed, and I lost the ONE thing I wasn’t supposed to loose. I have learned many lessons over the last few weeks, I mean screw it I’ve learned a lot of lessons over the last few years about loosing things and being responsible, but genuinely it couldn’t be worse than this. THE ONE THING I was supposed to keep right after I got in trouble about it. It dosent feel fair, I’ve learned my lessons, but was this one really deserved? Right before one of the most fun weeks of my year I mean seriously this is the worst thing ever my life could not feel worse right now. The devil, satan is winning the battle right now and he is HAPPY. I’ve tried to talk to and I’m telling you don’t let the devil take me over because that’s what it feels like. Please lord help me please I’m begging you help me solve this PLEASE there has to be something this can’t be it lord it was a small mistake please. This dosent feel right. Help me get out of this state of depression help me show off my hard work I’m begging you lord I just want to be happy and the second things get better it’s ruined. Please. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.