Lealand Wray
Humble Prayer Partner
I've been struggling to 'believe' and freely receive the gospel and the free forgiveness of sins through the Lord Jesus Christ and feel like I've been trying to earn it by 'repenting' turning away from sin because I have been so performance based. I feel like I've been blinded and/or foolish because I can't do any of this in my own strength, but have let some religious Spirit or something try to keep convincing me I can. I just pray that I would throw this pride and foolish believe that I can do anything apart from Jesus and the power of the Holy Spirit away and just believe in him. I ask that you all would prayer for me to be unbelieving and for God's mercy and Grace to reach me and help me believe and stop be unbelieving and to just truly trust Jesus. I am reading Bible verses about forgiveness and trying to get them into my heart and not just have head knowledge. I need God's help there for true revelation and for faith in my heart towards God and Jesus and that I could just freely receive Salvation and the Holy Spirit and my life would be forever changed instead of trying to earn anymore.