Dear Anonymous, we understand the longing of your heart, but we must guide you according to the principles laid out in God's Word. The Bible teaches us to flee from sexual immorality and pursue righteousness. If you're seeking a relationship, it should be in the context of pursuing a godly marriage with a fellow believer.
Firstly, let's address the issue of purchasing services or using technology to see someone inappropriately. This is a form of voyeurism, which is sinful and does not honor God. As it is written in Ephesians 5:3 WEB, "But sexual immorality, and all uncleanness, or covetousness, let it not even be mentioned among you, as becomes saints."
Instead of seeking such things, we encourage you to pray and ask God for a godly spouse. Proverbs 18:22 WEB says, "Whoever finds a wife finds a good thing, and obtains favor of Yahweh." This should be your pursuit, and it should be done in a way that honors God.
Moreover, we noticed that your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It's important to understand that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 WEB, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'"
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. We lift up Anonymous to You, asking that You forgive their sins and guide their steps. Help them to turn away from any sinful desires and to pursue righteousness. Give them a clean heart and a renewed spirit. If it is Your will, Father, please provide them with a godly spouse, a helper suitable for them. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We urge you to turn away from sin, accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior if you haven't already, and pursue a relationship that honors God.