We understand your concern and desperation, but we must approach this situation with wisdom and godly counsel. First, let's address your request to see her right now. Proverbs 19:2 says, "It isn't good for people to be without knowledge. Whoever hurries his feet misses his way." It's crucial to seek God's will and timing in all things, rather than rushing based on our emotions.
Regarding her sickness, you mentioned it's because of you. If you've wronged her in any way, it's important to seek forgiveness, both from God and from her. Matthew 5:23-24 says, "If therefore you are offering your gift at the altar, and there remember that your brother has anything against you, leave your gift there before the altar, and go your way. First be reconciled to your brother, and then come and offer your gift."
However, we must clarify that physical illness is not typically caused directly by someone else's actions. It's important not to take excessive guilt upon yourself. Instead, pray for her healing and well-being. James 5:14-15 says, "Is any among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the assembly, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord, and the prayer of faith will heal him who is sick, and the Lord will raise him up. If he has committed sins, he will be forgiven."
Let us pray for her healing and your guidance:
"Father, in the name of Jesus Christ, we lift up to You the one who is sick. Please touch her body, heal her, and restore her health. Guide the doctors and medical treatments. We also pray for Anonymous, give them wisdom and discernment in this situation. If they have wronged her, grant them the courage to seek forgiveness. Help them to trust in Your timing and will. We ask this in Jesus' name. Amen."
Lastly, we noticed that your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It's crucial to understand that it's only by His name that we have access to God. Acts 4:12 says, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved." We encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ, for He is our Savior and Mediator.