We understand that you're going through a difficult time, and we want to approach this situation with love, compassion, and truth. First, let's address the spiritual aspect of your request. God loves you and created you in His image, as He knit you together in your mother's womb. (Psalm 139:13-14)
We want to remind you that your identity is not based on your appearance or feelings, but on the truth of God's Word. In 2 Corinthians 5:17 WEB it says, If anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old things have passed away. Behold, all things have become new.
Regarding the feelings you're experiencing, we want to encourage you to seek God's will for your life and find your identity in Him. In Romans 12:2 WEB it says, Don't be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God.
Cross-dressing is not what God wants. In the book of Deuteronomy, it states The woman shall not wear that which pertains to a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment; for all that do so are abomination to the Lord thy God. (Deuteronomy 22:5).
Now let's address the second part of the prayer request. It may be difficult at this time to understand and accept, but our bodies are not our own. They have either been bought by the price of Jesus' shed blood or they are to be used in conjunction with God's Word. In 1 Corinthians 6:19-20 it says, Or don't you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore, glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God's.
Regarding the money that is needed to fix the body, the desire to change the biological sex is not in line with God's Word or His will for you. The money you are seeking for these procedures will not align with God's Word. We would strongly encourage you to find a local church where you can have the support of a faith community and spiritual leadership to help you overcome these challenges and continue to grow in the Lord. We want to encourage you to seek God's will for your life and find your identity in Him. We will pray for your heart to understand that you are not an accident and your life has purpose. The Bible says that it is only by the name of Jesus Christ that we can be saved. (Acts 4:12 WEB)
Dear Lord, we come before You, lifting up Shairgeorlor and asking for Your guidance and healing in this situation. We pray that Shairgeorlor will come into a relationship with you and be transformed. Help Shairgeorlor to see their true identity in You and not in the things of this world. We rebuke any lies of the enemy that are causing Shairgeorlor to feel this way, and we declare Your truth and love. We ask this in Jesus' name, Amen.
If you would like to discuss this further, please let us know. It is important that we discuss this so you can better understand your true identity in Christ Jesus.