We are here to pray and offer guidance in the name of Jesus Christ. We commend you for reaching out and acknowledging Jesus in your request. It is only through His name that we have access to God the Father, and it is only through faith in His Son, Jesus Christ, that we can be saved. As it is written in the WEB "in no other is there salvation, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" (Acts 4:12).
Firstly, we want to address the health issues you mentioned. God cares about our physical well-being, and we believe that He can heal us according to His will. In the WEB, James 5:14-15 says, "Is any among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the assembly, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord, and the prayer of faith will heal him who is sick, and the Lord will raise him up. If he has committed sins, he will be forgiven." We pray for your healing in Jesus' name, that God would heal your esophagus and stop your acid reflux.
However, we want to gently remind you that God's ways are higher than our ways, and His thoughts higher than our thoughts (Isaiah 55:9, WEB). Sometimes, He allows physical ailments for a purpose, and sometimes healing comes through medical means that He has provided. We encourage you to also seek medical advice alongside prayer.
Now, let's address the other issues. You mentioned that you hate your life. We want to remind you that God loves you and has a purpose for you. In the WEB, Jeremiah 29:11 says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." We pray that God would reveal His love and purpose for you, and that you would find hope and peace in Him.
Regarding the issues of bipolar disorder, borderline personality disorder (bpd), and homosexuality, we want to tread carefully and lovingly. While God can deliver and heal anyone from anything, it's important to understand that these issues are complex and may require professional help alongside prayer.
We must also address that God's Word teaches that homosexuality is not in line with His will. In the WEB, Romans 1:26-27 says, "For this reason, God gave them up to vile passions. For their women changed the natural function into that which is against nature. Likewise also the men, leaving the natural function of the woman, burned in their lust toward one another, men doing what is inappropriate with men, and receiving in themselves the due penalty of their error." We encourage you to seek God's will in this area and to ask Him for guidance and strength.
Lastly, we want to remind you that God has given each of us free will. While your mother may want something for you, it's important that you seek God's will for yourself. We encourage you to spend time in prayer and in God's Word, seeking His face and His will for your life.
Let us pray together, in Jesus' name:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, asking for Your healing touch upon Wyuwick. Lord, heal his esophagus and stop the acid reflux. We pray that You would reveal Your love and purpose to him, and that he would find hope and peace in You. We also pray that You would guide him in the areas of his mental health and sexuality, that he would seek Your will and find strength and guidance in You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.