Anonymous
Beloved of All
I need prayers. I need them so bad. I have probably ruined my chance for everything that I ever dreamed of again. I don't even know where to start truthfully. I guess it starts in ### with my ex who shot himself in the head right in front of my eyes. Then in ### my daughter passed away she was with micro preemie and she was five and a half months old when she passed away even though I don't know I don't feel that it was my daughter in ### my son was born. He also died in front of my eyes at the doctor's office due to a shot of rocephin. And I've been having issues with his health for years I don't understand why don't we can connect the dance but yet I can got to show me many different lights many different things anyways my current situation is now my ex-boyfriend and I'm not going nuts I'm not going crazy I keep hearing and say he cheated on me and having said that we said I don't know maybe I'm just stupid I don't I don't like to think that I'm stupid.