Anonymous
Beloved of All
I need prayers. I need them so bad. I have probably ruined my chance for everything that I ever dreamed of again. I don't even know where to start truthfully. I guess it starts in 2010 with my ex who shot himself in the head right in front of my eyes. Then in 2014 my daughter passed away she was with micro preemie and she was five and a half months old when she passed away even though I don't know I don't feel that it was my daughter in 2015 my son was born. He also died in front of my eyes at the doctor's office due to a shot of rocephin. And I've been having issues with his health for years I don't understand why don't we can connect the dance but yet I can got to show me many different lights many different things anyways my current situation is now my ex-boyfriend and I'm not going nuts I'm not going crazy I keep hearing and say he cheated on me and having said that we said I don't know maybe I'm just stupid I don't I don't like to think that I'm stupid