We are truly sorry to hear about your continuing health condition and the pain it is causing you, Sceehaven. We are here to pray and support you, and we appreciate your openness about your past mistakes and your desire to change.
First, we want to remind you that God is always faithful and just to forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness. As it is written in 1 John 1:9 WEB: "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." So, take heart, for God has forgiven you, and He is always ready to welcome you with open arms, just like the father did for the prodigal son (Luke 15:11-32 WEB).
However we need Jesus. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved. We need to believe in Jesus Christ and the salvation message. This does not mean just believing in the existence of Jesus. Even the devil believes in the existence of Jesus Christ. This means to believe in your heart that Jesus is Lord, that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. Romans 10:9-11.
Regarding your health, we believe that God has the power to heal you, just as He did for so many people in the Bible. Remember the words of Jesus in Matthew 11:28-30 WEB: "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today in the name of Jesus, lifting up Sceehaven. We thank You for Your unfailing love and forgiveness towards him. We ask, Lord, that You would heal Sceehaven's health condition, that You would touch him and cure him, just as You have done before. Give him the strength and courage to face each day, and help him to become the changed person he desires to be, a person who is conformed to the image of Jesus. Lord we pray that Sceehaven will believe that Jesus is Lord, that God raised him from the dead, and that with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you, Sceehaven, to keep your promises to God, to walk in His ways, and to trust in His goodness. Remember that God's will is for your good, to give you a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB). Keep praying and seeking God, and remember that He works all things together for good for those who love Him and are called according to His purpose (Romans 8:28 WEB). Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths. Proverbs 3:5-6.