We understand your desire for a fresh start, Wanud, and we're here to pray and offer guidance based on biblical principles.
Firstly, we want to assure you that God is a God of new beginnings. In Isaiah 43:18-19 (WEB), He says, "Don’t remember the former things, and don’t consider the things of old. Behold, I will do a new thing. It springs forth now. Don’t you know it?"
However, we want to gently remind you that the Bible teaches us to honor our parents, even if they have wronged us. In Exodus 20:12 (WEB), God commands, "Honor your father and your mother, that your days may be long in the land which Yahweh your God gives you." This doesn't mean you have to stay in a harmful situation, but rather, seek to forgive and maintain a respectful attitude towards them.
As for your request for a good job, a good house, and a soulmate, we pray that God will provide these for you, but also remember that God's blessings often come with responsibilities. In 2 Thessalonians 3:10 (WEB), it says, "For even when we were with you, we commanded you this: 'If anyone is not willing to work, neither let him eat.'" So, while we pray for a good job, we also encourage you to be proactive in your search.
Regarding your soulmate, we pray that God will bring you together with a godly spouse. In Proverbs 18:22 (WEB), it says, "Whoever finds a wife finds a good thing, and obtains favor of Yahweh." We encourage you to seek a relationship that aligns with biblical principles, with the ultimate goal of marriage.
Lastly, we notice that you didn't mention the name of Jesus in your prayer. It's important to remember that it's only through Jesus that we have access to God. In John 14:6 (WEB), Jesus says, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me."
Let's pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus, we come before You with Wanud, asking for a fresh start. Please open doors for a good job and a good house. Protect Wanud from any evil in Missouri, and guide the path to a new beginning. We also ask for a godly spouse, someone who will be a helper and a blessing. Help Wanud to forgive and honor their parents, even if from a distance. And most importantly, Lord, draw Wanud closer to You, that they may know Your love and Your will for their life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.