Dear Bepergor, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, seeking God's will for your love life together. We understand that you're feeling confused and hurt, and we want to help you find God's path for you.
Firstly, we commend you for bringing this to God, as He cares about every aspect of our lives, including our relationships. As it is written in 1 Peter 5:7, "Casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you." (WEB)
Regarding your situation with Natalia and Tia, we must remember that God's will is for us to have godly and pure relationships. If you have sinned against Tia, seeking her forgiveness is the right thing to do, as Jesus teaches us in Matthew 5:23-24, "If therefore you are offering your gift at the altar, and there remember that your brother has anything against you, leave your gift there before the altar, and go your way. First be reconciled to your brother, and then come and offer your gift." (WEB) However, if she has made it clear that she wants nothing to do with you, it's important to respect her wishes and give her space.
As for Natalia, be mindful of your actions and words. If you're constantly messaging her and it's scaring her away, it might be wise to give her some space and trust God with the situation. Remember, "A man who is patient has great understanding, but one who is quick-tempered displays folly." (Proverbs 14:29 WEB)
We encourage you to seek God's face concerning this matter. He knows what is best for you and will guide you if you trust Him. "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and donβt lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB)
Let us pray together: Heavenly Father, we come before You, lifting up Bepergor. Lord, we ask for Your guidance in his love life. Give him wisdom and discernment concerning Natalia and Tia. Help him to act in a way that honors You and is respectful to both women. Heal his heart from the hurt and confusion he's feeling. We ask this in the name of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen.
Bepergor, continue to pray and seek God's will. Trust that He has a plan for you, and He will reveal it in His perfect timing.