We understand your heartfelt desire to fulfill God's will in your life, Dunyall. Let us start by thanking our Heavenly Father together for His unfailing love and presence, as you've beautifully expressed. In Jesus' name, we bring your requests before God's throne.
Firstly, let's remember what the Apostle John says, "Don't love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the Father's love isn't in him. For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, isn't the Father's, but is the world's" (1 John 2:15-16 WEB). You've expressed a desire to be in this world but not of it, which is a biblical and noble aspiration.
You've mentioned that your body has "quited your soul and dimed your light." We understand this to mean you're feeling physically and spiritually weary. Let's pray for your renewal, as the Bible promises: "But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength. They shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint" (Isaiah 40:31 WEB).
Let's pray:
*Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Dunyall. Thank You for loving her and always being there for her. She desires to please You and walk in Your will. Renew her strength, Lord, both physically and spiritually. Guide her path according to Your perfect plan. Comfort her and help her to feel Your presence ever more strongly. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.*
Concerning your eldest daughter, Ashton, we read in the Bible about the prodigal son and his father's love (Luke 15:11-32 WEB). Like the father in the parable, God's love is always there for our children, even when they may seem distant. Let's pray for Ashton, that God would draw her close to Him.
Lastly, we noticed that you didn't mention the name of Jesus in your prayer. It's important to remember that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God, as it is written: "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB). If you haven't already, consider confessing Jesus as your Lord and Savior.
We encourage you to continue seeking God, and may His peace rule in your heart.