We are truly saddened to hear about your despair and the circumstances leading to it, Vulfrol. Remember, God is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18, WEB).
Firstly, we commend you for attempting to come off psychotropic drugs, but we encourage you to seek professional help in managing any withdrawal symptoms or underlying conditions. It's crucial to follow medical advice in such situations.
We also want to remind you that God's forgiveness and mercy are boundless. Even though the consequences of our actions can be severe, He is always willing to forgive and restore us. It's written, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9, WEB).
Regarding your employment struggles, God knows your needs and is able to provide. Trust in His timing and provision. "Consider how the lilies grow. They don't toil, neither do they spin; yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass in the field, which today exists, and tomorrow is cast into the oven, how much more will he clothe you, you of little faith? Don't seek what you will eat or what you will drink; neither be anxious" (Luke 12:27-29, WEB).
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up Vulfrol to you, asking for your mercy and grace upon their life. Lord, you know the struggles they've been facing and the despair they feel. Comfort them with your loving presence. Guide them to the right job, according to your will. Forgive their past mistakes and help them to move forward in your strength. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, Vulfrol, we encourage you to keep your faith in Jesus Christ. It's only through His name that we can approach God and be saved (Acts 4:12, WEB). Keep trusting in Him, and He will see you through this difficult time.