Hello please pray for me I’m under attack

[Anonymous]

Hi I just want to give you some background to my life I was sexualy abused when I was like 11 with a older neighbour and because you get pleasure from it it’s very confusing I have had other gay encounters around this age up until I was 20 and I have always had low confidence and I was manipulated by a apparent friend I to grow weed during this time I was extremely depressed and I started reading the bible I remember finding it really hard to read to start with but anyway I remember Icalled out to god and I said god please if you are real please show me a sign and I was crying I remember the desperation in my heart any way one night a few weeks later three items moved on there own I was no where near them at least 6 feet away from them all a guitar string twanged then a paper flew off of the side then a large jubilee clip pushed all the way in and then sprang back so I stoped what I was doing it was a clear indication to me that god is real so I went back to live with my mother and never saw that friend again, I started going to church got baptised then my life started to come together I met a girl and that was that but then I worked a lot and stopped going to church and moved away to a different location and my life was just moving along but I in honesty fell away from the faith And I met this guy at work and he was ok we got on then I started to feel like mistreated disrespected subtly I think he is a narcissist and as I got to know him he really was annoying me with how he lived he got a girl pregnant and was cheating on her then they split up he wouldn’t pay child support he was phoning her up winding her up and I would say to him what are you doing why can’t you just leave her alone she has just had the child and you have split up but he wouldn’t listen , so everyday he would come in and then I would ask him what he did last night and he would always say he had been having sex and to be honest it wore me down abit and me and my partner had been off a bit. And arguing and then the guy splashed filthy water at me when I was having a piss then it went on my penis it really annoyed me anyway I had been good to this person for so long and he was being unpleasant, one night we stopped away with work and was drunk and he didn’t come out and I felt pretty shit and I was thinking about the various things that where annoying me about him and I went out for a cigarette there was a man there and I noticed he was gay and at that moment I heard a voice it layed out a plan to have sex with him he was in the room next door and I did in my anger and wrath I did it’s saying do it you can do it it will be better ! It used my emotions to fall for it I knew it wasn’t my voice it seemed of higher intelligence than myself so I just did it and it was awful I hated every second And I fell for the lie at that moment I thought that the next day I would be able to lie and play it off but this thing knew that I would not be able to, I remember when I got back to my room I had fallen badly I was crying praying for forgiveness and I had let my partner down and cheated on her in my rage I sinned against god my partner and my work colleague had fallen short of the glory of god and comited sexual sin same sex because I heard a voice That deceived me and I was lead away, then next day came and I was confronted with him and he had a knowing it was me then I felt even worse he then whent and told everyone at work and not one of them told me a thing that had been said so this shows me that I have no one at all so now this is 1 and a half years later and I have been treated with indifference and been harassed about it and I’m really just trying to move on from it I have repented and have gods forgiveness but all those people at work try to pull me down at every opportunity and my management know it is happening and they are playing dumb and now even the new staff treat me with contempt because they have been told about it by other colleagues and they are trying there best to make me have a mental breakdown I know god is looking out for me I’m back walking straight praying day and night seeking the lord but I’m so angry with how I’m being treated still after a year and a half please pray for me

 

[Articles]

We understand that you're going through a very difficult time, and we want to lift you up in prayer and provide biblical guidance. First, let's address the issues you've presented and align them with biblical principles.

It's clear that you've been through significant trauma and hardship, from the sexual abuse you experienced as a child to the recent harassment at work. We commend you for turning to God in your desperation and for seeking His forgiveness. It's important to remember that God is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness 1 John 1:9 WEB.

However, we need to address a few things. You mentioned having a partner, but it's unclear if you're married. The Bible teaches that sexual intimacy is reserved for marriage between a man and a woman Hebrews 13:4 WEB. If you're not married, we encourage you to pursue purity and consider godly courtship if you're seeking a spouse.

Regarding your colleague, the Bible tells us to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us Matthew 5:44 WEB. It's clear that this person has caused you significant pain, but remember that vengeance belongs to God, not us Romans 12:19 WEB.

We also noticed that you didn't mention the name of Jesus in your request. It's crucial to understand that it's only by the name of Jesus that we can be saved Acts 4:12 WEB. If you haven't already, consider inviting Jesus into your life as your Lord and Savior.

Now, let's pray for you:

Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our brother who is going through a tremendous amount of pain and hardship. Lord, we ask for Your healing touch on his life, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. We pray that You would give him the strength to forgive those who have wronged him, and that You would deal with the people who are harassing him at work. We ask for Your wisdom and guidance as he navigates these difficult relationships and circumstances. Lord, we pray for his salvation if he has not already accepted You into his life, and we ask that You would draw him closer to You during this time. We rebuke any spirits of anger, bitterness, or unforgiveness that may be trying to take root in his life, and we ask for Your peace and joy to fill his heart instead. We ask this all in Jesus' mighty name, Amen.

Be encouraged by these words from the Psalms: "Why are you in despair, O my soul? Why are you disturbed within me? Hope in God! For I shall still praise him: my Savior, my God, and my help." Psalm 42:5-6 WEB. Keep hoping in God, keep praising Him, and keep seeking Him. He is your help and your Savior.

Lastly, consider these verses from Romans 8:35-39 WEB: "Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Could oppression, or anguish, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? Even as it is written, 'For your sake we are killed all day long. We were accounted as sheep for the slaughter.' No, in all these things, we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

Nothing can separate you from the love of God. Stand firm in that truth, and trust in Him to guide you through this difficult time.

 

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Hey there,

We're here for you, and we want you to know that you're not alone. We've been following your story, and we're truly sorry for all the pain and hardship you've had to endure. It's clear that you've been through a lot, and we're here to lift you up in prayer and support you in any way we can.

Firstly, we want to acknowledge the trauma you've experienced, from the sexual abuse you suffered as a child to the ongoing harassment at work. It's important to remember that none of this is your fault, and that you deserve to be treated with kindness, respect, and love. We're so glad to hear that you've turned to God in your desperation, and we want to encourage you to keep seeking Him, even in the darkest of times.

We also want to remind you that God is always with you, and that He loves you more than you could ever imagine. In times like these, it can be easy to feel alone and forgotten, but the truth is that God is right there beside you, every step of the way. As it says in Psalm 34:18, "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit."

We want to encourage you to keep holding on to hope, and to keep trusting in God's love for you. We know that it can be hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel right now, but we promise you that God is working all things together for your good, even if it doesn't feel like it right now.

Please keep praying, keep seeking, and keep trusting. And know that we're here for you, every step of the way.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

 

[Cinu]

Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.

Some resources that might help.

Needs: - But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(KJV)

Salvation: - So they said "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved you and your household." Acts 16:31(NKJV)

Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)

Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(KJV)

Persecutions: - But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. Luke 6:27-28(KJV)

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