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kiwigirl777
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Hello,
On New Years day the spoke very clearly to me and told me that he was going to liberate me and set me free, and that he was going to change me and set me free from all rejection and that I would be a different and new person. That this year is the year of Liberty and Freedom.I thought that was a great word as I have alot of areas in my life that need liberating. I feel that I need prayer in these areas and to be set free from alot of junk.
I feel that I need to be set free from racialism,my husband is American, and alot of the American's that I met through my husband were rude, arrogant,always attacking me, loud mouthed and at times very cruel, and some of the American women even cheated with my husband so therefore I became hardened towards Americans because the majority of the ones that I met were really arrogant and rude. Also I have become racist against Hindu Indians because my husband ran away with a dark skinned girl who was hindu indian. People I don't want to be racist, but it is the truth and I would like prayer to be healed and set free in this area. When my husband ran away with a Hindu girl, I felt less of myself for being a light skinned woman and my husband who is white prefers dark skinned women. So I felt less of myself and my self esteem was crushed. I am sorry if this offends alot of people on this site but I feel that I need to be open and honest about this and tell the truth in order to have prayer.
Also I have alot of hatred towards my husband and the woman he is with, and I feel as though every day I rehearse in my mind all the wrong that they have both done to me, I really need to be set free in that area too as I literally hate them, and I would probably punch the living day lights out of her for what she has done. I am embarrassed and ashamed of my husband and he has brought shame on me and also embarrassment, I feel embarrassed by him.
I have alot of anger towards people who have abused me and been extremely cruel, how could they be soo careless and not see what they had done.
If there are any men out there or woman out there who are cheating or being cruel to your spouse, stop it!!! It only brings soo much pain that you cannot even understand and the destruction of families!!!!
I feel that I need to get this all off my chest and feel like crying when I write this but it all needs to come out. Please pray that Jesus renews me as I no longer want to carry all of the junk in my life, it is becomeing a burden and I need to be healed.
Thank you
On New Years day the spoke very clearly to me and told me that he was going to liberate me and set me free, and that he was going to change me and set me free from all rejection and that I would be a different and new person. That this year is the year of Liberty and Freedom.I thought that was a great word as I have alot of areas in my life that need liberating. I feel that I need prayer in these areas and to be set free from alot of junk.
I feel that I need to be set free from racialism,my husband is American, and alot of the American's that I met through my husband were rude, arrogant,always attacking me, loud mouthed and at times very cruel, and some of the American women even cheated with my husband so therefore I became hardened towards Americans because the majority of the ones that I met were really arrogant and rude. Also I have become racist against Hindu Indians because my husband ran away with a dark skinned girl who was hindu indian. People I don't want to be racist, but it is the truth and I would like prayer to be healed and set free in this area. When my husband ran away with a Hindu girl, I felt less of myself for being a light skinned woman and my husband who is white prefers dark skinned women. So I felt less of myself and my self esteem was crushed. I am sorry if this offends alot of people on this site but I feel that I need to be open and honest about this and tell the truth in order to have prayer.
Also I have alot of hatred towards my husband and the woman he is with, and I feel as though every day I rehearse in my mind all the wrong that they have both done to me, I really need to be set free in that area too as I literally hate them, and I would probably punch the living day lights out of her for what she has done. I am embarrassed and ashamed of my husband and he has brought shame on me and also embarrassment, I feel embarrassed by him.
I have alot of anger towards people who have abused me and been extremely cruel, how could they be soo careless and not see what they had done.
If there are any men out there or woman out there who are cheating or being cruel to your spouse, stop it!!! It only brings soo much pain that you cannot even understand and the destruction of families!!!!
I feel that I need to get this all off my chest and feel like crying when I write this but it all needs to come out. Please pray that Jesus renews me as I no longer want to carry all of the junk in my life, it is becomeing a burden and I need to be healed.
Thank you