Ritey
Disciple of Prayer
Hello, My name is Jesse. I am an adult. I come here to seek prayer for my health and bad habits. I have a bad addiction and I can finally say that my addiction is pornography. Everyday I want to just look at it and I could not stop at all. This has been happening since I was 13 years old and still facing that addiction now. I want the lust to go away and my perspective on women to not be naked all the time to me and dirty thoughts at all. Next is my health. The last 2 months, I have lost 15 pounds but for some reason I threw up one of the favorite foods for some reason. Even a salad the next day didn't help all the the way but I felt the pain for some reason. That pain is when I sneeze and my lower throat and chest starts to hurt and I don't know why. Continuing the weight loss. I want to lose more because I am still considered overweight. With that, I am also a very sluggish person. getting a out of bed for a days work just to get a walk in or a decent stretch is hard for me. One more thing is drug use. I tried a drug that had me happy for temporary. But after I was done I felt different when sober. I don't know why but I want that feeling of worry and doubt of even being clean is bad. Obviously addictions are hard to get rid of but I need to be sober continuing forward. Please pray for me. Please pray for peace, no worrying, no overthinking and finding purpose. Thank you.