Musarevon
Prayer Partner
Hello my name is Jeff H. I'm from springfield ohio. Tonight If i may as for everyone to keep me in prayer on what I'm about to address here because right now I am so Heartbroken physically, mentally, emotionally and even spiritually. The last time I was here I needed prayers because I was without a job, no car, no girlfriend and terrible financially. I'm still having that same problem. But my parents and I had recently lost a pet dog dog who had died right in front of us to to illness. Not only that today I come to find out my own grandmother has walked away from her family out of her own ignorance meaning she had blocked me all over on social media. I have done nothing to my grandma that led up to her blocking me and my little 9 year old brother. She told another family member of mine I don't want anything to do with my grandsons or my young daughter aka my own mother because we are not rich towards my grandmother Delores. In her slang terms our money is no good for her. This is the same garage I went through with my biological father when I was told in weird terms your money is no good. I worked so hard at jobs in past before, may not have made the best money like he has or my aunt has. I question God out of anger how could allow my flesh and blood of an family of mine to treat me like this how could you allow any man or woman who are having a hard time just like me go through this? I feel like I'm being pushed out of the way in my personal life. I've recently lost a best friend even though he wasn't perfect. I still question God why am I being blessed with things I have prayed for why are you allowing me to suffer in the most petty situations where 1 my family won't let me see my niece and nephews. On my dad side of the family they didn't tell me I had 2 relatives that had died and passed away. I bite my own lips and tongue so hard because there's a part of me thst wants to blame God for my suffering and struggles and I wanna tell him I really ask that much from god only pray for his forgiveness and his guidance. There's a other side of me that I know deep down in my heart and soul that God and the son of man Jesus isn't at fault of what I'm going through. So I'm asking everyone to ease pray for me because I need answers from God himself and including Jesus himself too.