Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hello my name is ###. I am from ###. I am not able to accept Jesus as my saviour I don't know if it's my mental illness or the devil is doing that because I am praying salvation prayer but my thoughts and feelings say I can't stop sinning the enemy is sending fear and doubt while praying and always every second abusive words blasphemous thoughts come into my mind also while praying I am not able to pray and I am not getting strength to turn away from sins but I want too. I am afraid I if I die I will burn in hell I want to do something for the Kingdom of God I want to go to heaven I want all my days in prayer and reading God's word but I am not saved I am suffering from many mental issues and because I always lived a sinful life never repented that's why God has gone silent mode he is not answering my prayers nor I can feel the holy presence of God like before I have already posted my requests but nothing is happening please pray for me and my mental illness started when I read blasphemy against the holy spirit is unforgivable now I know the truth that God forgives every sin but from ### I am suffering with anxiety I don't know what to do I think nothing can be serious as burning in hell for eternity and I am afraid I will. please pray for me.