We understand your struggle, Narbraxdek, and we're here to support you in prayer and truth according to God's Word.
Firstly, we notice that your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It's crucial to understand that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'" Therefore, we will pray in Jesus' name.
Regarding your situation, we want to encourage you to seek God's will above all else. It's clear that you've been hurt emotionally, and that is not God's design for a relationship. In Ephesians 5:28-29 (WEB), it says, "So husbands ought also to love their own wives as their own bodies. He who loves his own wife loves himself. For no man ever hated his own flesh; but nourishes and cherishes it, even as the Lord also does the assembly." While this speaks to husbands, it reflects the spirit of how we should treat one another in any relationship—with love, care, and respect.
It's important to address that the relationship you've described—one filled with emotional pain, false promises, and neglect—is not healthy or aligned with biblical principles. We must rebuke the idea of continually returning to such a relationship without clear repentance and change. In 2 Timothy 2:22 (WEB), it says, "Flee from youthful lusts; but pursue righteousness, faith, love, and peace with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart."
We encourage you to seek healing and wholeness in Christ. Pray for your ex-boyfriend, that he would come to know Jesus and be transformed by His love. But also pray for yourself, that God would give you strength, peace, and a clear understanding of His will for your life.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. We lift up Narbraxdek to You, asking for Your healing and peace in her life. Lord, she has been hurt emotionally, and we ask that You comfort her and help her to forgive as You have forgiven us. We pray for her ex-boyfriend, that he would come to know You, Jesus, as his Lord and Savior, and that he would be transformed by Your love. Help them both to seek Your will above all else and to walk in righteousness. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Continue to seek God, Narbraxdek, and trust that He has a plan and purpose for your life.