Mughgwyth
Humble Prayer Partner
Hello i am that 18 year old girl.. My name is kim my father and I had a discussion about my issues and my mental issues and my suicidal thoughts and how i went through bullying and ended up seeking attention from wrong people and wrong boys he started saying i am a prostitute ....yes i admit i was wrong ,i tried explaining myself what is going on inside me mentally and he seems not to understand what am going through and he said dont ever ask anything from me again and i told him i was sorry and i was wrong, i told him i really need help .it feels like everything is getting worse he told me he is not going to pay my lessons fees cause i am useless ,I honestly admit that i was wrong and my intentions is not being a bad child NO! but something is mentally wrong with me but i am praying about it for God to bring back the little girl thats dead inside me cause i havent been myself lately and i was expecting for my dad to understand me but he told me to leave him alone i dont even know what to do, so am just going to study on my own and wait for my may june exams since my father refused to pay some lessons where i can get help for the preparation of my exams.. its because the reason is that he find me talking to boys on my phone and i tried explaining some of them are just friends and he ended shouting at me more and more and i just stopped explaining myself cause God knows that all of that its not true those where not my intentions and i am just going to pray and open up my heart for God to heal my wounds. I am tired of crying am truly tired.