Hello I am requesting a prayer. I have five children single mom and the reason I’m single is because I’ve been in a domestic violence relationship my whole life it’s all I know. My mother never loved me has nothing to do with me and has her favorite child which is my sister as the only child she claims as her daughter I don’t even see my mom because she has this hate for me because I was close with my father and they had a divorce but I’m healing through that She financially abuses me by pretending she’s transferring money from my account to her knowing that I would never hurt my mom and Report her she knows my social she knows everything about me because she’s my mom and she still uses my identity to profit off of one time even get me arrested Over something Id didn’t do and I suspect she did . We look similar I pray that truth gets revealed and I can get my money back from the bank of course because that’s all I had I don’t work I was saving to get out of another abusive situation with my kids father who verbally mentally physically abuses me even stab me I am so shaken from all this abuse That I develop PTSD I don’t know who to trust I can’t sleep And my kids are now adults they me as well not physically but financially they still for me and they ganged up on me unless I give them what they want they rule the house but I paid all the rent they talk down to me insult me they’ve even reported me not getting their way to child services when My Son was a minor and they were adults. This ruined my chance to be employed I work as a caregiver hospice and when they run your background they see each child services was involved even if it was a false claim and I’m having a hard time getting work I’m having a hard time getting work anyways because I have such bad anxiety to where I have cry and I can’t breathe I need help to heal and I pray that most biggest prayer is Sec 8 and county assistance but my youngest son is 17 gonna be 18 soon and I have been on the system since I was 15 years old and I’m 46 now it’s all I know as well and I would’ve and had many jobs but I can’t keep them because I keep getting harassed and threatened and bullied at my job by the same people who are determined to hold me back . It genuinely makes him happy to hurt me and for me to feel low because they have their father‘s mentality it’s kind of like a high five whenever they hurt me or steal for me and I’m not exaggerating this either I will not qualify for Sec 8 with my kids being a minor so I came up with an idea to add on some senior citizens in my home so I could give 24 hour care which they asked me to do this would be great but unfortunately it all depends on a doctor writing a letter saying that he needs to live here for his disability needs the doctor is very hesitant because doctors try to avoid being liable so he is refused to write this letter I am trying one more time and I guess what my prayersI have a home and I qualify for in-home support services taking care of this elderly person I need the doctor to write whatever it is he needs to write so I could stay in my home I could heal I pray that the father of my kids stop drinking and is a better father who doesn’t cheat on me every chance he gets with people at work and stop abusing me or have God remove him if he can’t change. I pray he sees himself and what he truly is and what he truly does to hurt me and has genuinely remorse. I keep them around only because I can’t afford the bills insurance on cars my son needs so I take the bus so I’m able to do that With my mom me and my kids robbing my account it makes it harder to leave because sometimes I see my account that it reaches zero and I have to go to someone and I don’t have family to help so I have to endure or whatever this man puts me through to be able to cover the rent or whatever expenses I’m praying for Way to be independent and heal through Job through a win somehow in a legal case or maybe even School which I would love to do I would love to work for public health to make sure senior citizens are protected by popping up at the locations and siding them that’s my dream job that’s my heart I got so many obstacles I feel like better off dead because I could never get ahead in this world my name is Trina Hernandez I know this is a lot but thank you for letting me write it out bless everybody who helps me and listens and reads because at least you guys care When I feel invisible in this world where no one cares