Anonymous
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Hello,
I am a 47 yr old married woman. I don't know where to began, but I will try and make brief. My husband is absolutely a very handsome biracial man. He has lived off vanity. He considers his self a Christian. Every morning and even in the evenings & nights, depending what he is feeling about me. He goes in his private cave and blast gospel music as loud as he can. Stomps and sing uncontrollably. Till everyone in our apt building makes a joke about he must be mad at me. I love gospel music. it is his behavior that I dispise. While he is acting out this way, he is smoking a joint. Then if I don't ask him to turn the volume down. He switches the music vulgar rap music. This goes on everyday in my home. He pays no bills, but he makes sure he has weed he can smoke with any and every one. If I turn the tv up or try reading anything he can do to try and break my spirit. then he starts walking around the house reading the versus of the bible to offend me. none of it I find offensive because there is always more to the scripture that he does not read. even when I look in his eyes I see a different person during these times. and if I look long enough I can see him hiding in the corner with fear. please help
I am a 47 yr old married woman. I don't know where to began, but I will try and make brief. My husband is absolutely a very handsome biracial man. He has lived off vanity. He considers his self a Christian. Every morning and even in the evenings & nights, depending what he is feeling about me. He goes in his private cave and blast gospel music as loud as he can. Stomps and sing uncontrollably. Till everyone in our apt building makes a joke about he must be mad at me. I love gospel music. it is his behavior that I dispise. While he is acting out this way, he is smoking a joint. Then if I don't ask him to turn the volume down. He switches the music vulgar rap music. This goes on everyday in my home. He pays no bills, but he makes sure he has weed he can smoke with any and every one. If I turn the tv up or try reading anything he can do to try and break my spirit. then he starts walking around the house reading the versus of the bible to offend me. none of it I find offensive because there is always more to the scripture that he does not read. even when I look in his eyes I see a different person during these times. and if I look long enough I can see him hiding in the corner with fear. please help