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sierraamy
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Hello, I am 17 and have been struggling with my self for years now. I have been through many difficult situations in my life and it lead me to life in my head more than reality. This has caused many issues, especially me not caring about too much anymore. I know it sounds strange to say I live in my head, but its more as if I have set up a different world and have been addicting to it. My thoughts are controlling my life, and I can not live normally. Its hard to explain. But I feel as if I have been stressed for years and have very bad anxiety. Im constantly nervous about things that may not even happen, or events that have yet to occur. This has been quite a struggle to live with over my teenage years, and I have lost all motivation. I do not know God anymore, but I am on a search for him. I ask you pray for my relationship with God, that I can find him. Also that I can live in reality and not in my made up world. I pray to find motivation and this feeling in my stomach I have lived with for so long goes away. I ask you pray for me to be okay and find strength for when I join the Marines here soon, and I can find motivation to workout and want to serve for our nation. My last prayer, and I apologize for being so long, is to eliminate these thoughts, control my mind, and find myself. Thank you all very much