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Hello everyone, please pray for me! I accepted Jesus Christ as my lord and savior for about a year now. At first, it was good. I was crying with tears of joy and I thought there was hope. There was. But now, I feel like I am completely falling away from his grace. Pornography has been a big issue for me. Since the age of seven which is very young. It's disgusting, I know. Lust and masturbation. I gave it up for quite a bit of time, but now I seem to be coming back to it while I KNOW it is not pleasing God. I need to turn away from it, PERMANENTLY. I pray all the time to ask God to give me strength. While at times I know in my heart it is bad, I still do it because I feel depressed, empty and I need something to fill that void inside me. Even if I pray, I feel nothing. Please pray that God will bless me with a girl that is Christ-like. A girlfriend who is not a friend of the world, but a blessing from God for me. I want a girl that believes in Jesus as her lord and savior, who will love me, support me, understand my weaknesses and still love me for me. And attracted too. But most importantly, I need to change and stay faithful. If I have a girl, I will have responsibilities which will change me for the good, because I know it's a gift from God. Please pray for me. Thank you!