Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hello everyone. I am asking you all to please pray for my two older children to love me and treat me well. I lost my husband (their father) when they were very young. So, I raised them the best that I could. They have had a very good life —-albeit without their loving father. They were not raised to spoiled or disrespectful. However, Now that they are adults, they curse at me, destroy things around me, ignore my calls or texts until they need something. There is so much more. I just don’t have the strength to type it all right now. My heart is breaking. All I do is cry and look for ways to make them love me again. We didn’t have a disagreement…I’ve made them my entire life . I was a stay-at-home from their birth. I’m so confused. My son keeps quitting his jobs and lashing out at his youngest sister ( the only one whom is respectful), me…calls us horrible names and he spends the time that he is at home online with his “friends”. My oldest daughter met a young man (and they are marrying soon) —-but, her entire demeanor changed from that point. She doesn’t seem to care about her siblings nor me. If I don’t text or call incessantly and beg her to just call or let me know that she is doing well, I’d never hear from her. She is a follower and has these friends who come and go —-something always happens with them. Then she is on to almost praising the next. She, literally, acts as if I don’t matter to her at all. She is always nasty toward me and even hung up on me a couple of weeks ago. I did not raise them this way. I wasn’t raised this way. Neither of them seem to have any type of relationship with God at this point. It scares me. What did I do to them? I just don’t understand. My youngest’s heart and mine are broken. This is not how things are supposed to be. I just really need God to fix it all. I just want my family to be the loving, caring people that we were. I truly feel that my two older children (son and daughter) don’t care if I am alive or dead. My son seems to voice that sentiment often. I am rambling at this point. I just need help. I just need God to help us all! I just hurt in every way. Please pray for us. Please. Thank you so much and God bless. Every one of you.