Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hello Everyone, I am asking for some prayers and help I feel lost, alone, confused, and sad. I had dated this one girl, Katie, for almost 8 months I had prayed for companionship and the lord answered my prayers in the form of her. At least that's what I thought and still do we did everything together from gaming, to movies, crying, venting, etc. We had always had some rough patches but we got through it we got in a bad argument and she had blocked me all forms of contacting her were gone except FB messenger and we started talking again and just when I thought we'd get over this again and can be close like we once were. Another person had told Katie I was spreading rumors about her and lies. This person ruined not only my relationship but our friendship. Without even giving me a chance Katie believed it and it sucks. she was my best friend and I miss her. I am slowly losing hope and faith that things will work out but I'm trying I pray and I hope that maybe she will text me but it's no good. the last thing she told me was to eff off and she doesn't want me in her life. to throw salt in the wound her best friend told me to never try and contact her all I do is cause issues and problems. my friends tell me I was to good for her but I love her and I know god wouldn't give me a challenge I could not handle but I'm down on my luck. further context on the situation I know I have not been the best when it comes to faith and belief and at times I know I could do better and be better. it's been around a month and some days now no contact I feel a void, empty, and depressed recently I have developed a fear that those who get close to me will just leave me no warning nothing just block me. I promised her I would always be there I was attached to her and it is becoming obvious that maybe the feelings and our relationship was one sided as of now the person who brought color to my world and made me happy has yet to even talk to me I know I ask for a lot but in a way i've never felt this way about anyone she truly had my heart and without her I feel beyond sad, So I ask that you please pray for us thank you all from the bottom of my heart. I know everything happens for a reason and time heals all but I miss her. So when we finally did talk again recently she told me that our 8 month relationship didn't mean anything to her and it was fake in fact she moved on and told me to do the same... Look I know everything and everyone is telling me to leave but to be honest she really was my bestfriend I dont have anyone to talk to or anyone I trusted as much as her I have a hard time connecting with people but she and I immediately hit it off and I know we both are sinners and I just want us to fully tell each other how we really feel without us trying to hurt each other even if we can't get back together and it wont work I would still like to ask if you can pray that her and I both heal and have a good ending even if it isn't together as selfish as it may be I would still marry this women given the chance